You Me At Six - Stay With Me.
You got me into this song. We were sat on Facebook chat for hours, sending eachother links to songs on Youtube. You sent me this one and I wasn't sure if I was going to like it. I listened to it and it was amazing.
You never fail to amaze me with your music taste, it's simply the best.
We went on Stealth, and we were so excited! We didn't stop talking the whole queue line. Stupid me thinking it could have been awkward!
"It's so tall! My brother is terrified of heights"
"Me too, aren't you?"
"I wanted to be a pilot when I was older, so no, I can't be really"
I feel like i'm finding out new things about you every day.
We came off the ride grinning and you said how we had to go back to it when it was dark and go front row, how amazing it would be with all the lights shining. We went and met with everyone else who had been too chicken enough to go on it haha. You sat with some of their popcorn and offered me some.
"Do you want any? It's salted"
"No, I don't really like Popcorn haha. Yeah, i'm weird"
"Yeah, you are weird" and then you smiled.
When it got dark, we went over to Saw but then decided to go on Samurai. You followed me in the queue line and I had to do a double take :L
"But I thought you hated spinning rides?!"
"I do, but Sophie called me a big girl. That means I have to do it!"
I just laughed while you looked terrified. After much trying to convince you it wasn't that bad, we were talking with everyone else, and playing a game on the countries of the world. I can't stop thinking about your smile and laugh when Sophie was asked; "What region is Australia in?" or something like that I can't remember exactly :L and she replied; "left"
Everyone burst out laughing, it was the funniest thing.
We were nearly at the front when you put your phone to your ear.
"It's helping me to calm down, listen"
It was Explosions In The Sky. It's so beautiful.
On the walk away from the ride, we were talking about something and I said how I didn't like the dark;
"You don't like the dark?"
"No, i'm so silly, I just don't.... not being able to see what's there and stuff just... I just don't like it!"
"well, I had this theory that if you can't see the ghost, it can't see you"
"Well, that's stupid, because of course they can see you!"
"But they can't see through the dark Saskia?!"
"Er, yes they can! Can't they?!"
"Well, they used to be humans so i didn't think so... plus, I also used to think I could just use my duvet as an invisibility cloak"
We both just laughed, smiling the whole walk.
It poured of rain so we all ran into Burger King and sat in the warmth. Me and you just sat there in silence, but it wasn't awkward. at all. It was comfortable.
You dropped me home and I texted you to say thank you to your Mum for the lift. You then said you were on a dog walk and could you call. We talked for about 20 minutes before we both fell asleep as we were so exhausted!
I love how you are so kind.
I love how you text me in the morning.
I love your smile.
I love how you play guitar.
I love how you think i'm cute.
But all this scares me. I'm scared of liking you. And i'm not sure if I do yet. To those who are reading this, you're probably sat thinking how stupid I am, this whole thing makes it obvious I do. But the thing is, for me, it's not that easy. I am terrified of wearing my heart on my sleeve, because it's been taken and broken too many times before.
I'm scared I am going to do something stupid to frighten you away, or that you're just going to leave, disappear.
Everything I touch, crumbles down.